"Kiara."
The name hung in the air, shattering the fragile peace, sending a fresh wave of shock through me. Kiara. Neil's ex-fiancee. The woman who had almost shattered his family, who represented a past I knew nothing about but suspected was complicated and painful. Kiara. Here? At my parents' house? Why? The question screamed in my mind, overshadowing the trauma of the bomb, overshadowing the tender moment with Neil, overshadowing everything.
The threads of my life, which had just begun to weave into a tentative new pattern, suddenly seemed to tangle and twist into an impossible knot. What was she doing there? And what did it mean for me? For Neil? For everything that was just beginning to bloom between us? My mind raced, trying to find a connection, a reason, a purpose for this unexpected, chilling appearance. The night, it seemed, was far from over.
The name dropped from my mother's lips like a stone into still water, sending ripples of disbelief and unease through me. It hung in the air, a phantom limb of Neil’s past, suddenly excruciatingly present. My mind reeled, trying to process the sheer audacity, the bewildering timing. Kiara. Here. At my parents' house, of all places.
"Kiara?" I repeated, my voice hollow, barely a whisper. "Maa, what is she doing there? Why didn't you tell me?"
My mother's voice on the phone shifted, losing its earlier forced cheerfulness, replaced by a defensive edge. "Kaveri, don't be silly. She just arrived, unexpectedly. A social call. You know how important connections are, darling. She was asking after Neil, of course, and… about you. We couldn't just turn her away, could we?" There was a faint nervousness in her tone, a tell-tale sign that there was more to this story. My parents were usually so discerning about their guests, so meticulous about their schedule. A "last-minute social call" from Neil's ex-fiancée, who they hadn't seen in years, stretched credulity.
"Maa, I was just in the hospital, almost died," I said, a raw edge entering my voice, the absurdity of the situation momentarily overriding my emotional turmoil. "And Kiara shows up? What did she want?"
"She... she was very sympathetic, darling," my mother hedged, her voice suddenly too sweet. "And so concerned about Neil, about the family. She said she felt she had to reach out after everything that happened. Just a kind gesture."
My grip tightened on the phone. Sympathetic? Concerned? Kiara, a woman who had been Neil’s intended, who I knew had a past with his family, suddenly appearing out of the woodwork the very night I was nearly killed? It wasn't kindness. It was calculated. A cold dread, far more insidious than the physical fear of the bomb, began to creep into my heart. My own mother, my anchor, sounded evasive, almost protective of Kiara.
"Maa, please, just tell me what happened," I pressed, my patience wearing thin.
My mother sighed, a sound of weary exasperation. "Look, Kaveri, she was very charming. Very poised. She spoke about the old days, about how close she used to be with the Khanna family. And... well, she seemed very keen to know how you and Neil were getting along. She even offered... well, never mind. Just know that she made a very good impression." My mother's words were a bitter pill. She'd been charmed. My parents, who had always been so fiercely protective of me, were now seemingly taken in by Kiara. This woman was manipulative as hell.
The conversation ended with my mother promising to call back later, but the knot of apprehension in my stomach had tightened into a cold, hard stone. My parents, who hadn't rushed to my hospital bedside, had instead been entertaining the woman who represented Neil's past, a past that still loomed large over my uncertain present. The irony was almost cruel.
I lowered the phone, my hand trembling slightly. Neil, who had been standing silently by the entrance of the foyer, watching me with a worried frown, stepped closer. "What's wrong, Kaveri? What did your mother say?" His voice was gentle, concerned, but my earlier doubt, that lingering question of his true feelings, suddenly flared, amplified by Kiara's unexpected re-entry.
"Kiara was at my parents' house," I stated, my voice flat, devoid of emotion, unable to look him in the eye. The truth felt like a physical barrier between us.
Neil froze. His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, and a flicker of something, anger, perhaps surprise, crossed his features before he schooled them into his usual controlled mask. "Kiara?" His tone was sharp, his voice losing its softness. "What was she doing there?"
"My mother said she just 'appeared,' a 'social call.' Apparently, she made quite an impression," I replied, the bitterness seeping into my words now. I felt a surge of betrayal, not just from my parents, but from the universe itself. Just when I dared to believe, to feel this profound connection with Neil, his past walked back into the picture, ready to tear it all apart.
"That's absurd," Neil muttered, his voice cold, dismissive. "She wouldn't just 'appear.' This is deliberate." He reached out, his uninjured hand gently touching my arm. "Kaveri, don't let this bother you. She's irrelevant."
But his words, meant to reassure, only fueled my gnawing insecurity. Irrelevant? To him, perhaps. But to my parents? To his own family? And what about the emotions that had just flared between us, the ones I had just dared to acknowledge in my heart? Were they irrelevant too, a fleeting consequence of a life-or-death situation? The memory of Kiara being his intended bride, the woman who fit perfectly into his world, weighed heavily. The unspoken question lingered: Was I just a temporary placeholder, an obligation, while his real "queen" waited in the wings?
I pulled my arm away gently, unable to articulate the whirlwind of fear and doubt swirling within me. "I... I'm tired, Neil. I need to rest." I needed space. Space to breathe, to think, to process this new, unexpected threat. I needed to escape the intensity of his presence, because the more he comforted me, the more I feared I was misinterpreting his concern.
I walked away from him, leaving him standing alone in the foyer, and slowly made my way up the grand staircase. My body ached, my arm throbbed, but it was the emotional pain that was truly debilitating. I could feel his gaze on my back, a silent question, but I couldn't face him. Not now.
I entered our bedroom, the sanctuary it had been moments ago now felt like a cage. I closed the door behind me, leaning against it, the cool wood a small comfort against my burning cheek. I walked over to the bed, the sight of it triggering a memory of his confession, his kiss on my forehead. The warmth from that moment warred with the chill of Kiara's name.
I changed into my nightclothes, my movements slow and deliberate, each motion a painful reminder of my bruised body. I lay in bed, pulling the covers up to my chin, but sleep was a distant luxury. My mind raced, replaying my mother's evasive words, the quiet panic in her voice, Kiara’s "kind gesture." It was a meticulously crafted move, a strategic insertion into my family, undoubtedly aimed at isolating me, at undermining my position.
And then, the doubt about Neil. Was I foolish for even daring to believe? He had saved me, yes. He had shown me a side of him I never thought existed. But a promise to Rajveer was a powerful motivator for a man like Neil. Was I just an elaborate rescue mission for him, an obligation fulfilled, while his heart remained closed, or worse, still tethered to Kiara? The insecurity was a poison, slowly spreading through my veins, chilling the nascent love that had just begun to bloom.
I felt isolated, despite being under the same roof as Neil. This new threat felt different, more insidious. It wasn't a physical danger I could fight with a hairpin or a shattered vase. This was a silent, psychological war, waged with smiles and veiled comments. And I had a terrible feeling my own family had already been drawn into Kiara's web, leaving me even more exposed. How could I even begin to approach Neil about this, when my own heart was riddled with these doubts? The walls I had only just begun to dismantle between us threatened to rebuild themselves, brick by agonizing brick, under the shadow of Kiara.
Sleep was an elusive dream. My mind, usually sharp and decisive, was a chaotic mess, a tangled knot of fear, relief, and a fresh wave of insidious insecurity. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Kiara's perfectly poised face, heard my mother's evasive tone, and the chilling echoes of Neil's confession, now tainted by doubt. I had begun to love Neil. The thought, which had blossomed with such fragile hope just hours ago, felt choked, suffocated by the sudden shadow of his past. Was I just convenient? A duty? Did he still harbor feelings for the woman he was supposed to marry? The uncertainty was a cruel torment.
My body ached, a constant reminder of the day's horrors – the knife, the bomb, the bone-deep fear. But it was the emotional exhaustion that truly weighed me down. I tossed and turned, the soft sheets feeling like sandpaper against my raw nerves. I needed to talk to someone, someone who understood, someone who wouldn't judge, who could offer a different perspective. My gaze landed on my phone. Mahira. She was the only one who truly knew the chaotic history of my "marriage" and the emotional tightrope I’d been walking.
Hesitantly, I picked up the phone. It was past midnight, but I knew Mahira, bless her insomniac soul, would likely be awake. I needed her pragmatic, often blunt, wisdom. My finger hovered over her contact, then, with a desperate need for a voice of reason, I pressed call.
It rang twice before her sleepy, but familiar, voice answered. "Kaveri? You know what time it is, right? You better have a good reason for this midnight assault on my beauty sleep." Her tone was light, but I could hear the immediate shift of concern.
"Mahi," my voice cracked, betraying the tight leash I usually kept on my emotions. "I… I need to talk. Something's happened. A lot of things."
"Woah, woah, slow down, deep breaths," she interrupted, instantly alert. "You sound like you just ran a marathon while fighting a tiger. What is it? Are you okay? Is Neil okay?"
I quickly recounted the events, my voice a rush of words, tumbling out everything from the abduction and the bomb to Neil’s confession, his fractured hand, and finally, the bewildering, infuriating revelation about Kiara at my parents' house. As I spoke, the injustice of it all, the vulnerability I felt, seemed to magnify.
There was a long silence on Mahira’s end after I finished, broken only by the faint rustle of her sheets as she presumably sat up. "Kaveri," she finally said, her voice surprisingly soft, utterly devoid of her usual sarcasm. "Let me get this straight. The man you married, the one you hated, just went full action-hero, broke his hand to save your ass from a bomb, confessed he's terrified of losing you, and you're lying awake wondering if he still fancies his ex-fiancée who conveniently popped up at your parents' house?"
Her blunt summary, while jarring, forced a bitter laugh out of me. "When you put it like that, I sound ridiculous." "You do," she agreed, but her tone was gentle. "Look, I get it. Your past with Neil has been... complicated, to say the least. And you've got those deep-seated insecurities, thanks to years of feeling like a burden. But Kaveri, listen to me very, very carefully." Her voice became firm, authoritative.
"The man you described, the one who fought for you, who broke himself for you, who admitted he feels emotions he's never felt before... that's not a man fulfilling an obligation. That's a man who is terrified of losing someone he deeply, profoundly cares about. Possibly loves. He put his life, and his body, on the line. For you."
"But Kiara..." I whispered, the name a poisoned dart. "She was his fiancée. She fits their world. And my parents were manipulated by her, Mahi. My own parents, who didn't even come to the hospital, were busy entertaining her." The sting of that abandonment, coupled with Kiara’s intrusion, was a fresh wound.
"Your parents are a whole other bag of issues we'll unpick later," Mahira said, her voice tightening with a familiar exasperation for my family. "Right now, focus on Neil. Forget Kiara for a second. Think about what he did. Think about what he said. Neil Khanna doesn't just 'confess' raw emotion to anyone. The man's an emotional vault. If he opened up to you like that, after everything, it means something monumental. And as for Kiara 'fitting their world' – honey, Neil just risked everything for the woman who doesn't fit their world in the conventional sense, the woman who challenges him. That's not obligation. That's connection. That's choice."
"But what if he still... feels something for her? What if she tries to get him back?" The doubt, persistent and insidious, clawed at me.
"So what if she tries?" Mahira retorted, her voice regaining a hint of its usual bite, but still laced with reassurance. "People try all sorts of things. But Neil Khanna, the Neil Khanna you just described, is not a man who backs down from a fight, especially not when he's protecting something he values. And clearly, right now, he values you. Over his hand, over his life, over his perfectly curated image."
A shaky breath escaped me. Her words, blunt as always, were a lifeline, pulling me out of the suffocating spiral of my own fears. She made so much sense. It had been terrifying. And Neil had been terrifyingly human.
"So, what do I do about Kiara now?" I asked, a flicker of my old defiance returning, albeit a very tired one.
"You ignore her, darling," Mahira said, a mischievous note entering her voice. "Or, if you can't ignore her, you smile sweetly, thank her for her 'concern,' and subtly remind her that Neil is your husband. And if that doesn't work," she paused, a wicked chuckle rumbling down the line, "then you accidentally spill a drink on her designer outfit. Or, better yet, you accidentally 'trip' and land on her foot with your full weight. You've been through a lot; you could easily claim shock and clumsiness."
I let out a genuine, albeit shaky, laugh. The thought of deliberately "tripping" onto Kiara's foot was darkly appealing. "Mahi, that's terrible!"
"Is it?" she countered, her voice now brimming with her signature humor. "Look, Kaveri, the world just threw a bomb at you. Literally. If you can't enjoy a little schadenfreude at the expense of an ex-fiancée trying to ruin your life, what can you enjoy? Besides, think of it as self-care. Trauma response, even."
A genuine smile finally touched my lips, easing the tension that had been locked in my jaw for hours. "You're insane."
"Insanely right," she shot back. "Now, go get some sleep. And don't spend another second worrying about some past queen when you've clearly got the king wrapped around your little finger. Especially the finger on his newly fractured hand." She paused, then added, a final, calming thought. "He chose you, Kaveri. Actions speak louder than old engagement rings."
We talked for a few more minutes, the conversation lighter now, filled with Mahira's usual irreverent wit. She made me promise to call her in the morning, and to be brave. When I finally hung up, the room still felt dark, but the oppressive weight on my chest had lifted. Her words, simple and direct, had pierced through the shroud of my self-doubt. Neil had chosen me. His actions had screamed it. And as for Kiara, well, I had Mahira's humor to fall back on. Perhaps a "clumsy" incident wasn't such a bad idea after all. With a newfound sense of resolve, and a weary but hopeful heart, I finally drifted off to sleep, the ticking of a bomb replaced by the quiet reassurance of Mahira's words.



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